Ben Jordan S​/​T

by Ben Jordan

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1.
(a conversation with my sis)
2.
take control 03:53
cause everybody in the house is breaking down tonight you wanted and you wanted till your gonna take a life they're begging for your heart but you never wanna budge cause forgiveness is something you don’t think they’re worthy of cause everyone is the same everyone is the same challenged course and selfish gain everyone is the blame you're talking and talking but never listening to who they are and where confusion lays been loved so much so how could you forget that you were forgiven much so you as well must forgive cause everyone is the same everyone is the same challenged course and selfish gain everyone is to blame and i love you and i need you and i want you to forgive, forget, forgive them in the end i love you
3.
waiting 02:14
if you’re waiting for me if you’re waiting for me now if you’re waiting for me if you’re waiting for me now if you’re waiting for me then you should just go home cause i’m listening to you talk but there’s something you should know i’ve been waiting for you been waiting for you i’ll stop waiting for you
4.
ive got time 01:10
i've got time to erase my mind to erase my mind to erase my mind to erase it to erase it to erase them one by one
5.
holding 01:21
yes i want to hold you in my arms then i wanna say that i’m alright then i’m gonna leave you on your couch then i’m gonna go take me a drive tell myself i’m worth it say i’m doing ok just gotta keep on living for another day but i don’t wanna feel like this no more tell myself i’m worth it keep on moving on tell myself i’m worth it say i’m doing better though I do not feel it almost every day I just wanna be alright with living I just wanna be ok
6.
you are here you are here right now you are breathing breathing next to me you are here right now you are here right now you are here right now you are leaving you are leaving my love and i will miss you i will miss you so much but you are here right now you are here right now you are here right now don’t give up on my heart cause i knew that you’d be leaving from the start and i will see you less and less until the day i see you more and more
7.
if i say yes i say that i love you and if i don’t then you know I’m liar cause everyday i don’t know what i’m thinking and everyday i don’t know why i try but i try and i don’t want you to believe my heart and i don’t want you just to cease then start and everyday it is the same you are fine so take it i don’t believe me anymore what do i need to do to stop breaking everything in my life that is good cause when you first saw my heart you were thinking he’s been changed oh the fathers done good an now i’m scared that the time I’ve been taking has no place just a lie that i’ve used to get me by and keep me from making any steps to make me closer to you and I’ve needed you cause i don’t want you to believe my heart and i don’t want you just to cease then start and everyday it is the same you are fine so take it i don’t believe me anymore one, two, three
8.
save your 03:58
you you are the one the one and only son who takes away the problems I have made and you will stay yes i know that you’ll stay with me because you always said you would i need you to be right here to be right here with me and i don’t know how to live my life on my own give and take away oh help me as i make the steps to getting closer to you and all things made i wonder where i’ll be right before i die and if i’ll truly know you and when i am about to die i wonder where my trust will lie in you or man or something else i want to be a man who truly loves you
9.
cause you’re talking to me like a friend you’re talking to me once again but you want me to die but you want me to die on my own and i aint gonna listen no i aint gonna listen to you no i aint gonna listen cause there aint no room for slipping cause you want me to die cause you want me to die own my own
10.
i got time time and time i aint got no time i got jesus in my heart and a gun to my back yeah the gun is a killer it’s the pride that i have like a damned old man that don’t ever wanna listen i just keep on surviving by my own inhibitions but i’m drowning here and i need your love but i’m drowning here and i need your love your love but i got time time and time i aint got no time

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released November 27, 2017

all songs written by Ben Jordan

all songs recorded by Ben Jordan except for “the knowing or the leaving” and “save your” which were recorded by Hank Pratt

all songs mixed by Connor McFall and Ben Jordan

mastering by Clay Dean

drums on “the knowing or the leaving” by Hank Pratt

drums on “save your” by Blake Hall

all bass on this record was played by Connor McFall, Ben Jordan, and Matthew Hockaday

"ive got time" was sung by my sister and mother

Special thanks to all my friends and family that have constantly given me their love and support, even when I have been undeserving of their kindness. These songs are about time, love, loss, and the unfathomable debt that my heavenly father has paid for by the blood of his son. I hope this record is enjoyable to all that take time out of their day to listen.

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