1. |
to the sister i love
00:29
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(a conversation with my sis)
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2. |
take control
03:53
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cause everybody in the house is breaking down tonight
you wanted and you wanted till your gonna take a life
they're begging for your heart but you never wanna budge
cause forgiveness is something you don’t think they’re worthy of
cause everyone is the same
everyone is the same
challenged course and selfish gain
everyone is the blame
you're talking and talking but never listening
to who they are and where confusion lays
been loved so much so how could you forget
that you were forgiven much so you as well must forgive
cause everyone is the same
everyone is the same
challenged course and selfish gain
everyone is to blame
and i love you
and i need you
and i want you to
forgive, forget, forgive them in the end
i love you
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3. |
waiting
02:14
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if you’re waiting for me
if you’re waiting for me now
if you’re waiting for me
if you’re waiting for me now
if you’re waiting for me
then you should just go home
cause i’m listening to you talk
but there’s something you should know
i’ve been waiting for you
been waiting for you
i’ll stop waiting for you
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4. |
ive got time
01:10
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i've got time to erase my mind
to erase my mind
to erase my mind
to erase it
to erase it
to erase them one by one
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5. |
holding
01:21
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yes i want to hold you in my arms
then i wanna say that i’m alright
then i’m gonna leave you on your couch
then i’m gonna go take me a drive
tell myself i’m worth it say i’m doing ok
just gotta keep on living for another day
but i don’t wanna feel like this no more
tell myself i’m worth it keep on moving on
tell myself i’m worth it say i’m doing better
though I do not feel it almost every day
I just wanna be alright with living
I just wanna be ok
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6. |
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you are here
you are here right now
you are breathing
breathing next to me
you are here right now
you are here right now
you are here right now
you are leaving
you are leaving my love
and i will miss you
i will miss you so much
but you are here right now
you are here right now
you are here right now
don’t give up on my heart
cause i knew that you’d be leaving from the start
and i will see you less and less
until the day i see you more and more
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7. |
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if i say yes i say that i love you
and if i don’t then you know I’m liar
cause everyday i don’t know what i’m thinking
and everyday i don’t know why i try
but i try
and i don’t want you to believe my heart
and i don’t want you just to cease then start
and everyday it is the same
you are fine so take it
i don’t believe me anymore
what do i need to do to stop breaking
everything in my life that is good
cause when you first saw my heart you were thinking
he’s been changed oh the fathers done good
an now i’m scared that the time I’ve been taking
has no place just a lie that i’ve used
to get me by and keep me from making
any steps to make me closer to you
and I’ve needed you
cause i don’t want you to believe my heart
and i don’t want you just to cease then start
and everyday it is the same
you are fine so take it
i don’t believe me anymore
one, two, three
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8. |
save your
03:58
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you you are the one
the one and only son
who takes away
the problems I have made and you will stay
yes i know that you’ll stay with me
because you always said you would
i need you
to be right here
to be right here with me
and i don’t know
how to live my life on my own
give and take away
oh help me as i make
the steps to getting closer to you and all things made
i wonder where i’ll be right before i die
and if i’ll truly know you
and when i am about to die i wonder where my trust will lie
in you or man or something else
i want to be a man who truly loves you
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9. |
want me to die
01:06
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cause you’re talking to me like a friend
you’re talking to me once again
but you want me to die
but you want me to die on my own
and i aint gonna listen
no i aint gonna listen to you
no i aint gonna listen
cause there aint no room for slipping
cause you want me to die
cause you want me to die own my own
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10. |
i aint got no time
03:34
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i got time time and time
i aint got no time
i got jesus in my heart
and a gun to my back
yeah the gun is a killer
it’s the pride that i have
like a damned old man
that don’t ever wanna listen
i just keep on surviving by my own inhibitions
but i’m drowning here and i need your love
but i’m drowning here and i need your love your love
but i got time time and time
i aint got no time
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